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[colorature]

oh sorry...

[Sorry for her tmi always about her messed up relationship that is :V]

i dont like being hurt no
do you think she will go out of her way to kill us
what if you just kill her first

[drmcsexy]

I don't think so? But you know what this place does to people.

I don't kill people. I don't want to kill anyone.
Besides, even if anyone pushed me that far, they'll come back. I would be starting a war with someone.

[colorature]

yeah i do...
i guess that makes sense
have you ever killed someone?

[drmcsexy]

I have.
After I lost my sire, I shut down my humanity.
It saved me from dying due to a connection but also meant I ended up draining my submissive at the time.
I never want to do that again.

[colorature]

oh...

_{[Well that's...a lot. Also kind of dramatic. Then again, Diva doesn't exactly have the greatest grasp on how much of an issue death actually can be. For most of her life it wasn't something she cared to think about, from a moral standpoint at least.]}

well i hope you dont have to then
im not judging you for it

[drmcsexy]

Thank you. I would understand if you did. What I did was awful and I will do anything not to do it again.

Luckily food and alcohol and friends help so I'm doing okay.

[colorature]

it wouldnt be fair if i did...ive killed a lot of people before

just dont drink too much...i dont want you to end up like tsurugi

[drmcsexy]

Was it by choice or did you not have a choice?

I work hard to never do that but what about Tsuriugi and drinking too much?

[colorature]

both

the last time he went without alcohol for a few days he ended up really sick
he seems to need it
but i know alcohol is bad
and he drinks a lot

[drmcsexy]

How long has he been drinking heavily? Is it a regular thing? Like every day regular?

[colorature]

he doesnt come home really drunk every day but he drinks every day
hes been drinking ever since i met him

[drmcsexy]

That's a year, at least?
Has he ever seen anyone about it? Would he?

[colorature]

weve been together for almost three now
no he hasnt
he doesnt like talking about his problems
he did say he needed help though
and he did promise me after that he would talk to me
i dont know if he will though

[drmcsexy]

If he has a problem, he should talk to someone. Me, a therapist, any of the healers.

[colorature]

I don't think he will. I don't know how to get him to.

[drmcsexy]

I would say get rid of the alcohol in the house but its too easy to come by here.

There are magical means perhaps.

[ He never would suggest things like this before, even if he had known the magic to do it but here things are different. ]

Is he violent when he drinks?

[colorature]

i dont keep alcohol in the house most of the time
i stopped doing that a long time ago
what do you mean by magical
um...not really
not exactly
i mean we fight sometimes but
sometimes hes happy
sometimes he cries a lot
sometimes he just wants to have sex
it depends on his mood i guess

[drmcsexy]

Good, that's a start.
There are means, I've learned, to make it that alcohol doesn't taste good to him, could even make him sick.
There's medications for it back home that do that as well.

Though I wouldn't want to give them to him without him knowing either.
Otherwise it's just poisoning him.

Because from what you're telling me there sounds as if there is a problem, and one that could be effecting his life and your time together.
Do you think he would speak to me as a doctor?

[colorature]

i dont think he would ever take such a thing
but he might speak to you as long as it was free
he owes me a favour for stabbing me

[drmcsexy]

For you, Diva, of course it's free.
I can't promise anything if he doesn't want to stop but I can try.

[colorature]

thank you kyle
ill try to convince him
ill do my best
i just want him to be happy

[drmcsexy]

I want you to be happy too.

[colorature]

thanks kyle
i am happy
mostly