do you though understand goro are you sure about that yusuke hes bound to me by blood you know forever if i told him to kill you he would obey if i told him i wanted to eat you for breakfast he would serve you up on a platter to me i think youre being unfair to wataru even if hes also an idiot and as stupid as tsurugi can be
the point is not to assume you know everything about the people you love that includes wataru remember how you asked me how to get goro to open up that doesnt mean wataru is a lost cause are you really going to give up on him clearly he cares about you otherwise he wouldnt have recontracted with you imagine how painful that would be if you were in his shoes
it's different with him than it is with wataru. I don't have to know everything to properly see him.
I dont want to give up on wataru. I still love him. But I need him to make an effort, and he hasn't, despite every opportunity. It's painful for me top, Diva.. I don't want to wait for someone who makes me feel like I'm not good enough to earn their trust, much less their love.
I know. I know you're just trying to help me. I don't know if it can be helped, though. Even with Goro here, it hurts to see Wataru every day and know that to him, I'm not worth fighting for.
That isn't something you can fix. Hopefully time will help.
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understand goro
are you sure about that yusuke
hes bound to me by blood you know
forever
if i told him to kill you he would obey
if i told him i wanted to eat you for breakfast he would serve you up on a platter to me
i think youre being unfair to wataru
even if hes also an idiot and as stupid as tsurugi can be
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Don't compare him to Tsurugi.
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and ill compare them all i want theyre both fools with fake smiles
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I wanted to make his smile real, but he won't let me get close enough.
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that includes wataru
remember how you asked me how to get goro to open up
that doesnt mean wataru is a lost cause
are you really going to give up on him
clearly he cares about you
otherwise he wouldnt have recontracted with you
imagine how painful that would be if you were in his shoes
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it's different with him than it is with wataru. I don't have to know everything to properly see him.
I dont want to give up on wataru. I still love him. But I need him to make an effort, and he hasn't, despite every opportunity. It's painful for me top, Diva.. I don't want to wait for someone who makes me feel like I'm not good enough to earn their trust, much less their love.
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for being an idiot
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I apologize. I shouldn't have said anything.
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i was kind of mean to you
im sorry
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Perhaps I am cursed
Always to fall in love with men that I can't truly have, not completely, the way I want to.
...you wouldn't do that, would you?
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fall in love with someone i cant have exactly the way i want?
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why would i do that
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You brought it up.
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im not that mean
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That isn't something you can fix. Hopefully time will help.
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[ It's not alright. ]
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