ah yeah...i remember that it was weird and creepy i did my best to avoid it you lost your memories and he took care of you? ill be honest im surprised ... did you get them back
really really unpleasant ...one time there were alternate versions of people we know walking around duplicity while the real ones were trapped in some strange mirror world it was last year if i remember right there was a fake tsurugi and he didnt remember me he was really cruel... i forgot to turn the bath off a few months ago and water got everywhere it really can be inconvenient
Yes, I recall that. Vividly. My duplicate was a much younger version of me who proceeded to contract me with someone I'd been trying to avoid that with for months.
[Because, of course, he had.]
There's also a difference between being absent-minded and losing your memories. I expect your condition is something more permanent.
Yes, it was temporary. And then he went and got himself contract to Elias when he was first here just to spite me for not renewing with him.
[His feelings about the youngest Dorian Gray remain conflicted at times, but God, what a petulant ass.]
If you do actually want to help with things like that, set a timer on your phone if there's a task that you're doing and have to wander away from. I've heard of that working for some people.
I mean I walk the dreams of my victims. People who tell me their stories in-person are collected into a nightmare stable of sorts for the Beholding to watch. I don't dream when I'm asleep, Diva. I just pass through other people's nightmares to see them suffering.
I try not to. But it keeps happening here. I'm always so hungry. The written Statements are like eating nothing but rice cake. And then this bloody city does everything it can to test my control, of course. That seems like a brilliant idea. LIEs is full of sadists.
I can't exist without the Eye. Anytime they hit me with those things and sever or diminish my connection, I pass out. It's disorienting and uncomfortable. I stopped trying to compel certain people. And even then, my powers don't work on all of them.
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it was weird and creepy
i did my best to avoid it
you lost your memories and he took care of you?
ill be honest im surprised
...
did you get them back
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How would I know who you even were if I hadn't?
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not all of them
im not that dumb
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They're all back.
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thats one of my fears you know
forgetting things
or people forgetting me
thats worse
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You forgetting things would be far more inconvenient.
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...one time there were alternate versions of people we know walking around duplicity while the real ones were trapped in some strange mirror world
it was last year if i remember right
there was a fake tsurugi and he didnt remember me
he was really cruel...
i forgot to turn the bath off a few months ago and water got everywhere
it really can be inconvenient
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Vividly.
My duplicate was a much younger version of me who proceeded to contract me with someone I'd been trying to avoid that with for months.
[Because, of course, he had.]
There's also a difference between being absent-minded and losing your memories.
I expect your condition is something more permanent.
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thats unfortunate
you got out of it though right
you mean im always going to be forgetful
i guess so...
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And then he went and got himself contract to Elias when he was first here just to spite me for not renewing with him.
[His feelings about the youngest Dorian Gray remain conflicted at times, but God, what a petulant ass.]
If you do actually want to help with things like that, set a timer on your phone if there's a task that you're doing and have to wander away from.
I've heard of that working for some people.
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oh...thats actually a good idea
i thought you only had bad ones haha
ill try it though
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So happy I could help.
[Sarcasm might not carry across text.]
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me too!
ill let you know if it works
how have you been now that elias is gone
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[He hasn't been fine.]
I fed on people I shouldn't have before he stopped me.
I'm trying to make it up to them.
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you should make them apology tarts
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I'm going to be haunting their nightmares for the rest of their lives.
Tarts are completely insufficient.
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People who tell me their stories in-person are collected into a nightmare stable of sorts for the Beholding to watch.
I don't dream when I'm asleep, Diva.
I just pass through other people's nightmares to see them suffering.
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i mean you were going to
because i was going to eat you
but
still
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But it keeps happening here.
I'm always so hungry.
The written Statements are like eating nothing but rice cake.
And then this bloody city does everything it can to test my control, of course.
That seems like a brilliant idea.
LIEs is full of sadists.
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have you ever tried eating them
the guards or other people in charge
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but when we were trapped in fort harmony they made me...
not human
but weak
it was awful
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Anytime they hit me with those things and sever or diminish my connection, I pass out.
It's disorienting and uncomfortable.
I stopped trying to compel certain people.
And even then, my powers don't work on all of them.
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