i did adrian left with no warning one day...i was beyond distraught but tsurugi contracted with me soon after i still miss him but when he returned here briefly he had forgotten everything about me and who i was that hurt more than him simply being gone
theres no saving someone from this place not that i want to be saved i like it here phantom thieves...i knew another boy and girl who called themselves that ryuji and ann ryuji took me out for ramen once and then we fucked in the shower it was good we should do that sometime akechi
Ahhh...for some reason I had assumed we had spoken about it before.
But yes. All signs to point that I'm very possibly dead, after killing a clone of myself. There was a situation afterwards were I might have been brought back, the situation is still rather askechisketchy but I knew when it was resolved, I would disappear. That is my last memory before coming here.
Here's the rub...the reason I was so welcoming of this possibility is I loathed more being control under one man's stupidly twisted desires than being free.
I'm not sure. I was thinking about going to the down again...maybe go eat somewhere. It's harder now that they keep checking for my contract information. What a pain.
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Did you have to deal with a time when your Dominant was gone?
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adrian left with no warning one day...i was beyond distraught
but tsurugi contracted with me soon after
i still miss him but when he returned here briefly he had forgotten everything about me and who i was
that hurt more than him simply being gone
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That's what I've been attempting to tell Kitagawa. He's' too deluded in his idea that Ren will come back to save him.
[Woops that's right back to the persona he was trying to not talk about.]
I'm already prepared to deal with it, should he even return.
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you really dont like him do you
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He's a pain, like all of the Phantom Thieves.
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not that i want to be saved
i like it here
phantom thieves...i knew another boy and girl who called themselves that
ryuji and ann
ryuji took me out for ramen once and then we fucked in the shower
it was good
we should do that sometime akechi
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I know them yes.
I did not need to know that about Ryuji to be quite honest. Or any of them.
[The idea of Ryuji fucking anyone is...no.]
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But yes. All signs to point that I'm very possibly dead, after killing a clone of myself. There was a situation afterwards were I might have been brought back, the situation is still rather
askechisketchy but I knew when it was resolved, I would disappear. That is my last memory before coming here.no subject
then dont go back
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This world is forcing a lot on me.
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someone who you can use to your advantage
is it more than just that
is it the sex
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Amamiya is a rival of sorts.
[He won't admit he doesn't want anyone else.]
i am not a fan of being forced, that is true
but moreover all the experiments and testing they do
the whole
openess of it all while so casually tossing half of the people into the trash
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is there anything i can do for you goro
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[Complicated feelings.]
I'm not sure. I was thinking about going to the down again...maybe go eat somewhere. It's harder now that they keep checking for my contract information. What a pain.
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[Unless she meant something else.]
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meet me at fangtasy if you want to unwind
ill order us a pizza
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Do you know if they have Margherita?
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so yes
im a meat lover myself though
ill order both
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[Food is a good way to get Akechi to forget his current issues.]
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that works for me
[Diva understands the power of food...there's nothing else quite like eating your feelings.]
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ill be waiting