running away wouldve been rude especially after all the money he spent on food and the new dress he bought me it also might have gotten me into trouble if i made a scene considering my position in society i already told you what i did we had dinner i guess we got to know each other intimately too
After everything I told you, you had sex with him? For god's sake! You and Tsurugi really do deserve each other. You're idiots who only think with your loins.
tsurugi and i do deserve each other but not for that reason what if something bad had happened if i hadnt you said he was dangerous dangerous men get cross if you dont sleep with them how dare you blame the woman in the situation
I'd be surprised if he finds you attractive in any of the ways you actually want. Don't have sex with him again. He's going to use you for something, Diva. You're a bloody vampire. He might be an eldritch monster, but he's basically still human. There's no way he could ever physically overpower you. So just run away.
for someone who doesnt care he was good at it you cant tell me who i can and cant have sex with it doesnt work that way so what if hes a monster i am too arent i you certainly think so im in good company then
Yes, but you're not completely evil. Maybe stupid, but there's a difference.
Stay away from him. He will use you, Diva. You're only going to be a puppet for him. He'll make you dance to his tune, however much you think he likes you. That's what he does.
And now you think getting cozy with him is the better idea? Christ, just think for half a moment! Having him more in your life isn't the answer. He's nothing but poison.
that he understands what its like to be someone like me that he and i have had similar dreams we wanted to see come true he told me what hes capable of and that he will use his ability to ensure nothing bad happens to tsurugi and myself
You want to cause the apocalypse and usher in horrific monsters to torment everyone? That's what he wants, Diva. And what he did. He destroyed our world.
I mean the world has been taken over by the supernatural embodiments of fear. People are being endlessly tortured in their own personal hells and suffering while he sits and he watches and he drinks it all in as king of a broken world. He's still a monster. Anyone who saw him there, met him in that place, would call him a monster.
You're saying he wanted the same thing as you, Diva. Unless that is what you wanted, you don't want the same thing. He destroyed the world because he wanted power and didn't want to die. That's it. He's nothing but a selfish coward.
Most people never go to those lengths. How on Earth could you condone something like that? My god, he gets his cock in you once and you're over the moon. Is it gold-plated?
ive met many men who have gone to great lengths to secure some sense of immortality ive also killed many of them who said i condoned it you just made that assumption see youre just like everyone else you assume the worst of me well maybe i should be the worst then since everyone expects it if youre so interested about what he has in his pants why dont you go see it for yourself
So you don't condone it? Or do you? Because you've been equivocating since this conversation started. Elias is a lying bastard, a selfish coward, and a manipulative prick to top it off. You might not like me Diva, but I won't try to play you like he will. Like he apparently already has. This is what he does. He gets you on his side, uses you, and then discards you. It's what he's going to do once he gets whatever the hell he wants out of you.
[He's not dignifying that last comment with a response.]
i didnt care one way or another toward you jon but i didnt dislike you youve always been callous toward me though ever since i met you youve seen me as a monster even when ive tried to be good and nice even when i asked you to be my friend you rejected me and called me pathetic
You are a monster. I've only called you one when you've been acting like one, though. I told you I'm not the friend you need. And you sure as hell aren't the sort of person I need when you do things like this. That doesn't mean I want to see you hurt, Diva. I want to make sure Elias doesn't hurt you. Or Tsurugi for that matter. You having sex with him is just going to let him closer. Tsurugi's doing it with him, too. Neither of you should be.
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What did you do with Elias?
Please tell me you just ran away from him.
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especially after all the money he spent on food and the new dress he bought me
it also might have gotten me into trouble if i made a scene considering my position in society
i already told you what i did we had dinner
i guess we got to know each other intimately too
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After everything I told you, you had sex with him?
For god's sake!
You and Tsurugi really do deserve each other.
You're idiots who only think with your loins.
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but not for that reason
what if something bad had happened if i hadnt
you said he was dangerous
dangerous men get cross if you dont sleep with them
how dare you blame the woman in the situation
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[Jon's fairly certain Elias doesn't anyway.]
I'd be surprised if he finds you attractive in any of the ways you actually want.
Don't have sex with him again.
He's going to use you for something, Diva.
You're a bloody vampire.
He might be an eldritch monster, but he's basically still human.
There's no way he could ever physically overpower you.
So just run away.
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you cant tell me who i can and cant have sex with
it doesnt work that way
so what if hes a monster
i am too arent i
you certainly think so
im in good company then
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Maybe stupid, but there's a difference.
Stay away from him.
He will use you, Diva.
You're only going to be a puppet for him.
He'll make you dance to his tune, however much you think he likes you.
That's what he does.
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i tried staying away from him
but he found me anyway
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Christ, just think for half a moment!
Having him more in your life isn't the answer.
He's nothing but poison.
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he wont be poisonous to me
he wants to protect me and tsurugi
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You do realize people can lie, right?
He is a master of it.
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I'm absolute shit at it, though.
Elias isn't.
What did he tell you?
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that he and i have had similar dreams we wanted to see come true
he told me what hes capable of and that he will use his ability to ensure nothing bad happens to tsurugi and myself
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That's what he wants, Diva.
And what he did.
He destroyed our world.
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when you say destroyed
what do you mean by that
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People are being endlessly tortured in their own personal hells and suffering while he sits and he watches and he drinks it all in as king of a broken world.
He's still a monster.
Anyone who saw him there, met him in that place, would call him a monster.
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i doubt he cares much either
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Unless that is what you wanted, you don't want the same thing.
He destroyed the world because he wanted power and didn't want to die.
That's it.
He's nothing but a selfish coward.
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theyll go to great lengths to make sure they dont
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Most people never go to those lengths.
How on Earth could you condone something like that?
My god, he gets his cock in you once and you're over the moon.
Is it gold-plated?
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ive also killed many of them
who said i condoned it
you just made that assumption
see
youre just like everyone else
you assume the worst of me
well maybe i should be the worst then
since everyone expects it
if youre so interested about what he has in his pants why dont you go see it for yourself
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Or do you?
Because you've been equivocating since this conversation started.
Elias is a lying bastard, a selfish coward, and a manipulative prick to top it off.
You might not like me Diva, but I won't try to play you like he will.
Like he apparently already has.
This is what he does.
He gets you on his side, uses you, and then discards you.
It's what he's going to do once he gets whatever the hell he wants out of you.
[He's not dignifying that last comment with a response.]
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but i didnt dislike you
youve always been callous toward me though
ever since i met you
youve seen me as a monster
even when ive tried to be good and nice
even when i asked you to be my friend you rejected me and called me pathetic
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I've only called you one when you've been acting like one, though.
I told you I'm not the friend you need.
And you sure as hell aren't the sort of person I need when you do things like this.
That doesn't mean I want to see you hurt, Diva.
I want to make sure Elias doesn't hurt you.
Or Tsurugi for that matter.
You having sex with him is just going to let him closer.
Tsurugi's doing it with him, too.
Neither of you should be.
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