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they will
tsurugi is back
so prompto will come back too

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How did you deal with him, when he came back? Did you act like nothing happened?

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i ended up in a place that was opposite of everything here and i found him
i was pretty upset and he hadnt a clue what had happened
i had a good cry and we managed to get out
i dont really understand it im not even sure if it happened it was all so strange
but its in the past and ive tsurugi back and hes his normal human self
if anything ive had him help me clean the cottage since the other version of him drove me out of my own home

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I think this was just a version of him that was completely different. He looked the same but everything else was wrong.

Does he remember what happened?

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he doesnt
i dont think they were the same person
the tsurugi who wanted nothing to do with me was a servamp
the tsurugi i love is a human

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Okay. That's a relief.

I'm not sure what to do, though. It isn't his fault and it wasn't even him, but I still feel wretched.

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its understandable to feel that way i think
you feel betrayed
what did he do exactly

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Yes. Except it wasn't him, so I don't really have the right. I'll probably just pretend nothing happened when he gets back.

[It actually takes about 5 minutes before he sends the second text. Most of that is him typing and deleting variations on a sentence.]

He said some mean things.

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what did he say
people say mean things all the time

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It was just things about me being unwanted. That sort of thing.

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mm...ive been told that a lot
you get used to it after awhile

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Excuse me? No one should be telling you things like that. That's appalling.

Anyhow, there was also something else, too. I don't know why it's bothering me so much, I've been in much stickier situations.

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they shouldnt no
but ive spent the majority of my life being unwanted emil
what is it

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So have I. It just cut deep because what he said makes sense. No one would really miss me if I were gone.

[Another long pause between texts.]

He had a gun.

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did he shoot you

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No! I would be a lot more upset if that were the case. I thought he was going to kiss me and instead he pushed a gun against my throat. That's all.

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ive heard thats a kink people are into
im glad he didnt shoot you
its not pleasant to be shot

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Well I'm certainly not into that as a kink. It was unexpected and it scared me.

Anyway, you're right. He didn't shoot me and it's not really a big deal.

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well if it upset you it matters
you should talk to him about it
or else he might think you hate him

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Do you think so? I was planning to pretend it didn't happen and not act weird around him and just never let him find out. It isn't his fault and he would be upset.

Besides, we only just got together. I don't want to make things weird by being whiny about something stupid.

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would you want him to keep something like that from you

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I don't know, honestly. I just like him a lot, and I don't want to chase him away by making things heavy.

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well as long as you dont let it fester

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I'll do my best.

I think I'm ready to come over. I'm done with being alone.

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come over then
ill keep you company