[The mood has shifted now. Whatever playful atmosphere they'd made earlier had become heavy. With his face resting against her chest her hands find his head, cradling it there. Fingers roam but don't stray very far. It's strange really...why is she comforting him when she's the one who needs comfort?
Maybe she's the pathetic one.]
It's really lonely being me, you know.
[Saya and the cocoons aside, she's the only one of her species. Her experience is inherently different from other vampires. Not even her own twin understands her. Maybe no one would.]
[ Apologies have always rolled easily off of his tongue, but he genuinely means this one. He wants to give her what she wants, but he knows it would destroy him. He's barely got a grasp on things now -- he can't fracture the last piece so easily. ]
Does it really mean nothing? If we're not the same?
[Diva has never been good with words unless it were lyrics to a song. She frowns to herself, not sure where to look so she lets her eyes close instead.]
I want a family who's the same as me. I don't want to be just me. I don't want to end up alone. Even my twin who hates what she is has her own Chevalier who loves her.
[ Loneliness has been Tsurugi's pillar all throughout his life. He hasn't been friendless -- in fact, he's had wonderful friends, but in the end, they will always be separated by the differences in their lives. ]
Can I think about it? [ Living forever sounds miserable, but finally having a family and losing it sounds so much worse. ]
[Was it fighting? Good question. Still cradling his head she gives it a gentle squeeze against her chest. Her pout is gone now, replaced with something softer.]
[Easily lead she lets him pull her back toward the bench, this time so she's deposited into his lap. She fits well enough, her small frame and their size difference helping in that regard.]
[ Tsurugi is smiling and presses his forehead to hers gently. It's a genuine question -- anger is a baffling entity to him. It isn't an emotion he allowed himself to feel, and the people around him had never had particularly healthy ways of dealing with it. ]
[Her bangs get pushed up when his forehead meets hers and her blue eyes focus on the gold of his. This is nice, she thinks. This sort of closeness is what she craves.]
Being upset is when you're sad and hurt. If you're just angry you want to destroy everything.
[ Honestly, if she wasn't trapped by being the mother of his kids, he has a feeling she wouldn't put up with him -- no one should be able to blow a date this badly and still have a shot.
He should feel guilty, maybe, about her being stuck with him. ]
[Meanwhile Diva feels as if he's the one stuck with her. Does she feel trapped? No. To her she has no reason to feel that way. He's right though, that she would be less forgiving if he wasn't the father of her brood. Luckily for Tsurugi he is.]
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[The mood has shifted now. Whatever playful atmosphere they'd made earlier had become heavy. With his face resting against her chest her hands find his head, cradling it there. Fingers roam but don't stray very far. It's strange really...why is she comforting him when she's the one who needs comfort?
Maybe she's the pathetic one.]
It's really lonely being me, you know.
[Saya and the cocoons aside, she's the only one of her species. Her experience is inherently different from other vampires. Not even her own twin understands her. Maybe no one would.]
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[ Apologies have always rolled easily off of his tongue, but he genuinely means this one. He wants to give her what she wants, but he knows it would destroy him. He's barely got a grasp on things now -- he can't fracture the last piece so easily. ]
Does it really mean nothing? If we're not the same?
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[Diva has never been good with words unless it were lyrics to a song. She frowns to herself, not sure where to look so she lets her eyes close instead.]
I want a family who's the same as me. I don't want to be just me. I don't want to end up alone. Even my twin who hates what she is has her own Chevalier who loves her.
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Can I think about it? [ Living forever sounds miserable, but finally having a family and losing it sounds so much worse. ]
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[She's not expecting him to ask that, but it does make her feel a little lighter inside that he's not writing her offer off completely.]
I have all the time in the world.
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You do, huh~?
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Yep! And I want to spend it with you.
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[ Her boobs even smelled nice. ]
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[Yeah she's not getting it.]
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... Yeah. In the park. [ Even as he says it, he pushes his face more against her. ]
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[She's laughing a bit at the thought, oblivious that he's enjoying her chest.]
With a ladder and everything.
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A tree house? You think so? I've never done anything like that before!
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[She'll have to ask around.]
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[ Get your fancy dom to commission a treehouse, Diva, c'mon. ]
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[Diva...you're so dumb. Don't mind her as she squeezes him against her chest.]
We'll figure it out!
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[ She's really out here this oblivious. Tsurugi's not about to complain though -- this sort of works out for him. ]
Ah, you're not mad at me anymore, right~? ♥
[ He takes her hands as he speaks, ready to pull her back in, or more accurately, onto him. ]
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[Easily lead she lets him pull her back toward the bench, this time so she's deposited into his lap. She fits well enough, her small frame and their size difference helping in that regard.]
I was just upset.
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[ Tsurugi is smiling and presses his forehead to hers gently. It's a genuine question -- anger is a baffling entity to him. It isn't an emotion he allowed himself to feel, and the people around him had never had particularly healthy ways of dealing with it. ]
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[Her bangs get pushed up when his forehead meets hers and her blue eyes focus on the gold of his. This is nice, she thinks. This sort of closeness is what she craves.]
Being upset is when you're sad and hurt. If you're just angry you want to destroy everything.
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I don't want to make you sad.
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[Don't mind her as she snuggles closer, wrapping her arms around his neck loosely.]
Treasure me, okay?
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[ He tilts his head just enough to press a kiss to her forehead. ]
I'm sorry I've kinda been a lousy date.
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It's okay, you can just make the next one better.
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[ Honestly, if she wasn't trapped by being the mother of his kids, he has a feeling she wouldn't put up with him -- no one should be able to blow a date this badly and still have a shot.
He should feel guilty, maybe, about her being stuck with him. ]
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Yeah. Do you not want one?
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